Hey Enigma!
He is showing me his old attitude again and I am pissed off and even i never really show but deep in my heart i am really pissed.Ok if you were to ask me directly do i like him? Of course it goanna be an ultimate yes! Next have i show my feeelings to him? ya i had even tell him more than once! Have i kissed him? Of course! The problem is why is he showing me the weird attitude that i just don understand! Using me? desperate of sex? haiyo! Oh god please show me the right direction whether this men is for me. Amin.
Wednesday, July 29, 2009
Sunday, July 26, 2009
Sunday was hell
Haiz...what i can say about sunday!
I just hate to hear children to be rude to parents. Basically after my 2nd brother bring my 3rd brother out and they came home late and i was angry when my mum ask him nicely where is adik and he started to raise his voice upon my mum. Jezz! wat the fuck sia! so i was boiling home and i started yelling at him back and both uf us came to a chaos. And my mama is the funny type she scolded me back and told me to shut up! what the hell. Oh my god i just cannot tolerate this favourtism and chaotic things happening to me now. I am determined to leave the house and stay by myself.
nasha
I just hate to hear children to be rude to parents. Basically after my 2nd brother bring my 3rd brother out and they came home late and i was angry when my mum ask him nicely where is adik and he started to raise his voice upon my mum. Jezz! wat the fuck sia! so i was boiling home and i started yelling at him back and both uf us came to a chaos. And my mama is the funny type she scolded me back and told me to shut up! what the hell. Oh my god i just cannot tolerate this favourtism and chaotic things happening to me now. I am determined to leave the house and stay by myself.
nasha
Wednesday, July 8, 2009
Everything seems not right! why?
Yesterday was my hectic day and i was busy with General meetings and editting reports and think about choir. I pity xx..it seems that the commitee members are not having a good communication
Confused
I admit I have lots of boyfriends but the one that I really like is the ones which I am having difficulty communicating. For Instance, Azhar. He is my senior from ITE of the same course. To most of my classmates, they just do not like him but for me I just find him harmless and nice to be with. But ever since I know him up-close, I realize that he is having lots of personality change! HOLY SHIT! There is times when he will non stop SMS me and this can last a week then he will go silent and usually the silentness can last for months. Frankly speaking, lots of things I know about him is from my own research and not from his mouth! Well I am considered lucky to get the source correct but I am frustrated why there are things he hides from me and till now I swear I have doubts with him. Come on Aisah move on darling! Azhar won’t like you Please AIsah! I have been saying things a lot of times but truelly I just cannot forget him. I donnoe why.
Azhar I just hope one day u come to ur sense on what games ur playing with me. I just think I am stupid and very very stupid to like a guy like you. Jezzzzzz!...
Azhar I just hope one day u come to ur sense on what games ur playing with me. I just think I am stupid and very very stupid to like a guy like you. Jezzzzzz!...
Frustration
Frustration!
Hey enigma!
I am bloody frustrated today and this ain’t no kidding! I have always wonder why my life have been like this ever since I was 15 years. What is bothering me are:
Firstly I live in a home where there is a big communication breakdown especially with the MEN and WOMEN! It is a common thing to hear from the ladies and girls that they love their Dad and etc…etc… ME…I would love to say that I do not owe a DAD! I haven’t been speaking to him don’t mentioned a word okay to him ever since I fought with him last year December. ME and Him always have arguments basically because he thinks I want take charge of everything and worst thing he likes to pick on me. We do quarrel but this is the worst! I cannot tolerate him any longer! To what he have done to my mum, god grandma and to my family I am very sure to say I will forgive him but I am SORRY that I will not joined ties with HIM back as normal. I just cannot tolerate him any longer. Yes I do keep grudges and I am the type who hate people to control me for nuts, I hate people to keep telling what to do and what not to do! This is FOOLISH! Nothing can change the fact that I have issues with my Dad and I hate to call him as one.
Next my 2nd bro fadzil. OMG ever since I return from HK after 2 months, he change a lot in terms of the way he talk to elderly and a simple way to describe him is that…I see him as a no manners and no etiquette boy. Before he was not like this but eversince he mix with the “non-educated streets guys” his behaviour are like them. What a pity fad I wud say. I told him off he don’t like it and still stubborn to be the same. FINE! DO WHATEVER YOU WANT and I am sure YOU WILL REGRET!...I hate it when this two people I just mentioned start to make a havoc in the house! I pity my mum koz she has been a very patient loyal wife and mom to tolerate all their nonsense but ME AS A SISTER AND DAUGHTER I DON”T!!!!!! Thanks to situation, I am hating relationship and thanks to situation too I am hating FAMILY. I know people out there will have another view of me but I don’t care koz I believe of myself more!
Nasha
5/7/09, 1:29am
Hey enigma!
I am bloody frustrated today and this ain’t no kidding! I have always wonder why my life have been like this ever since I was 15 years. What is bothering me are:
Firstly I live in a home where there is a big communication breakdown especially with the MEN and WOMEN! It is a common thing to hear from the ladies and girls that they love their Dad and etc…etc… ME…I would love to say that I do not owe a DAD! I haven’t been speaking to him don’t mentioned a word okay to him ever since I fought with him last year December. ME and Him always have arguments basically because he thinks I want take charge of everything and worst thing he likes to pick on me. We do quarrel but this is the worst! I cannot tolerate him any longer! To what he have done to my mum, god grandma and to my family I am very sure to say I will forgive him but I am SORRY that I will not joined ties with HIM back as normal. I just cannot tolerate him any longer. Yes I do keep grudges and I am the type who hate people to control me for nuts, I hate people to keep telling what to do and what not to do! This is FOOLISH! Nothing can change the fact that I have issues with my Dad and I hate to call him as one.
Next my 2nd bro fadzil. OMG ever since I return from HK after 2 months, he change a lot in terms of the way he talk to elderly and a simple way to describe him is that…I see him as a no manners and no etiquette boy. Before he was not like this but eversince he mix with the “non-educated streets guys” his behaviour are like them. What a pity fad I wud say. I told him off he don’t like it and still stubborn to be the same. FINE! DO WHATEVER YOU WANT and I am sure YOU WILL REGRET!...I hate it when this two people I just mentioned start to make a havoc in the house! I pity my mum koz she has been a very patient loyal wife and mom to tolerate all their nonsense but ME AS A SISTER AND DAUGHTER I DON”T!!!!!! Thanks to situation, I am hating relationship and thanks to situation too I am hating FAMILY. I know people out there will have another view of me but I don’t care koz I believe of myself more!
Nasha
5/7/09, 1:29am
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